Happy go LuCky....

today..
suddenly no power supply for electricity..
then class cancel..
then i just have my class until 12.30pm..
then we join classmate went to Times Square..
first, we bought the ticket then we went to summer to have our lunch..
after we almost want to leave there..
we notice a person...
OMG..黄明志..hahha,,,a singer..
hahha..
he is cool...hahahha..xD

i so pai se la...cz
i go ask him can take photo with me bo??
kakakakakkakaz...
he say...can...
what pose u want??
hahahhahaha...
nice person...
hahha...
HAPPY GO LUCKY...

毅力？？

你的影响力还蛮大的嘛。。
你竟然可以又弄到我失眠了。。
我又看到不该看到的东西了。。
原来我也会记住你对我说过的话。。
原来你时常在我面前提起她。。
原来亲眼前看到的东西也可以是假的。。
顿时的我。。无可奈何。。
什么也不能说也不能批评。。
因为没有那个资格去批评。。
突然觉得自己很悲惨。。
但这都是自己给自己的烦恼。。
为什么总是去在意那些无谓的东西呢？？
你不是我的谁。。我也不是你的谁。。
所以要把你给忘了。。

这句话说了多久呢？？
因为几年的感情所以比较难放下？？
不要傻了吧。。

[他的心已没有你了。。请你不要再掉进陷阱里了。。]
[不要再陷下去了。。。]
[约你出去不代表什么。。]
[打给你也不代表什么。。]
[他纯粹问候你。。]
[别自作多情了。。]

无论思念，单恋，暗恋。。
都是会受伤。。只是看被伤得有几深。。

有位朋友说看了我的blog觉得超闷的。。
因为来来去去都是烦着同一样东西。。
如果有一天我停止写了。。
也就代表我真的放弃了。。
我会承受自己所犯过的错。。我会彻底把他忘了。。
很有可能。。我也会变成同性恋。。
因为。。
男生真的太不可靠了。。

男生都会很花心和口。。
在你面前这样做（好的一面）。。
可能在你背后做（坏的一面）。。

现在已经是早上5.13分。。
我还没睡。。

该放手了。。不要再让自己的心受到委屈了。。
但。。。
何时才可以真真的做到呢？？

心很刺痛又如何呢？？你又不会懂。。
还在意你又如何呢？？你已有了你的她。。
还想念你又如何呢？？你的心在想念你的她。。
还喜欢你又如何呢？？你的心已没有了我。。

你在我的心里已占了一部分的位置。。
但。。。。
我在你的心里连一滴眼泪也没有。。

我真的有喜欢你到那样的程度吗？？
你到底给我吃了什么药？？

爱情真的不简单。。
幸福真的不容易。。。
一旦遇见了爱情。。很多事都会改变。。

when u fall in love, all your view will be wonderful..
once u break in love , all your view will be desperate..
Love is blind..

必须有毅力去控制自己。。
要停止想他了。。

CNY??!!

happy??!!
not enough sleep everyday..
so cham leh...
always hang out..i also do not know why i got so many places to go..
wow...
haha...
yesterday went to bentong..
wow..
not bad..hahhaha..
be happy...^^

hahahhaha...CNY

wow...
CNY...
fun fun fun....














nice and happy to play with them...haha...














party time...kakkaz..




poker face...hahha..XD
my house too small la...haha...
wow??!!
1 am something just finished the party..
haha...






nice bo??haha..so long de hair..kakakaz...like it so much..haha..xD


hahaha...pretty girls...


nice pose??




this one more nice???
kakakaz...
they are funny...haha...
must be happy ya..XD

outing..

wednesday..10 feb...
went to wisma MCA to find my cousin..
thank to tze yong because he fetched me go there..
then my cousin fetch me to PJ de studio for recording..
this is the first time i walk into the real recording room..
and the feel really like a singer who records for their album..
i like the feel so much..
haha..XD
i love singing..^^
NO MUSIC, NO LIFE...

thursday..11 feb..
haha...
went to desa park city..
with sin yu n kong hwi..
3 of us went there for jogging..
haha...
sin nee ffk...haha...
so just 3 of us go jogging...so tired la..
haha..
then i bring my youngest brother went to sg wang..
with yuyu n michelle...
haha..
michelle fetch see go to college...
i just go there walk walk...haha..
and bought my brother's pants...
kakaz...
we went to the shit restaurant..
we eat shit together...
wakakakkakakak..
LOL....
haha...youngest brother..so leng zai..
what is that??haha
haha..so leng zai la..hahah..xD


michelle n yuyu..haha..XDhaha..XD..smile...^^
this is the shit...hahhaha..XD..tasty??yi...hahhaha..xD

what had happen??

why all the things can happen in a such sudden??
so weird and felt damn sad and disappointed with someone...
how old liao a??still cant think properly a??
still kid meh??
the way u talk to ur mum are definitely wrong...
u only have one mum...u so handsome..u scare u cant get a better gf ??
u scare no one will fall in love with u ??
please la...
think about ur future first...
i know love is blind but family are more important than anything!!!!
without ur mum..u cant live until now and u wont exist in this world..
please wake up!!!

i really felt disappointed...
conclusion u r idiot...
u play by those girls...
i no eye see anymore...
just want to say...
take care la u...

u are big enough to make your own decision...
please make a right choice...
if not u really will feel regret..
trust me...
study first...

i hope u can see this blog...
may God bless u...

Genting trip..

first time went to Genting with college friends..
felt not bad...is fun to hang out with them..
before we went to genting..i felt a bit bored and regret to join them..
but after play with them...
i knew that is fun...haha..so happy to hang out with them..
thanks them because did not angry me...due to my bad attitude...
i argue with mou mou...then aiya...made him so embarrassed..so sorry to him...
but if he din talk nonsense, i also wont do like that la..
haha...never mind la..is over d...
haha...conclusion..is fun..haha...^^

all smile happily..haha..XD

after this genting trip...
i went to yam night on friday night..
haha...
a youth activities in the church..haha..^^
then..
felt quite fun...haha..
so careless de me...get injure..
my hand very pain leh...haha...


then...now learning some song..
a new challenge for me...
single ladies by beyonce...
whoa??!!
hope i can sing well..haha..XD
gambateh...haha..XD

today woke up too early..
that's why have time to type this blog..haha...
now going to sleep back...hahha..XD
^^

突然...

不明白人为什么需要爱情。。很好奇。。
为什么？
又想他了吗？
很奇怪吧。。为什么会那样呢?
明明知道不可能了。。但还是会想。。
在自己的房间里。。实在有太多他的礼物了。。
不可思议。。
有太多的回忆。。
有一段期间喜欢听刘力扬的礼物。。
还很感触。。
突然发觉自己的思想有改变了。。
但还是在想几时的自己才会放下所有的东西呢？
是自己放不下吗？？
很不明白自己的心。。
哈哈。。
觉得自己很奇怪。。
不知道为什么会那样。。
突然觉得自己不应该有爱情。。
觉得自己应该独立生活。。
很奇怪的我。。
总是爱无思乱想的我。。

以前都觉得活在这世上很没有意义。。
现在。。
为了祂而活。。
知道自己的去向。。
要求自己改变。。
不会再很野蛮。。不会再有坏脾气。。
一切都要变好。。
努力向前进。。往自己的未来前进。。
加油吧。。

bad news..

sleep for whole day..
i am pig...
today i felt so guilty..
cz something had happen..
haiz...why my family got many problem da?
i am so sad n pity him..
he suddenly meet with an accident...
he cant speak for 2 days...now he can talk so he call back and tell us he is in the hospital..
when i know this news..i have no feeling..
why?how come??
i very pity him..because no one visit him in the hospital...
his life is miserable...i very pity him...
haiz...
i felt guilty because i din pray for him...
i am so bad...i forgot him already..
how come will like that?
haiz...
i am such a bad girl....

haiz...
i hope all my family will live in a safe place...
all my family are healthy..
may God bless me n my family...