Exam...

again....when i emo...i do not know what to do...
i type my blog...
exam...ing....
i like exam actually but sometimes due to my laziness..
i scared of exam..why human being will lazy?
it is very weird..
why human being will regret in last minute..why?
last few weeks,i really succeed because i did not on line for 3 days..
it is very cool...
haha..but now i on line back...
and the main point is..i do not know what is the purpose i on line...
i seldom chat..busy download?
haiz...
suddenly...my feeling came back again..
i really hate myself...
i do not know why i will become like this..
i no eye to see myself anymore...
laziness, i hate u..

i tend to say i want to change myself and i want to be a better person..
but in the end...
i do nothing....
i hate myself.....

after express out my feeling...need to take a nap...
then wake up..start to do my revision..
i am weird..
like to talk to myself...
i think if i live at tanjung rambutan..
it will be better for me..
because i no need to think anything and i can live there happily...

i am totally weird...
i talking nonsense again..
i should be positive..if this blog has seen by one of my friend..
he sure kill me...
arrgghh..
nevermind, he won't know cz i din tell many friends that i have this blog..^^
.....
see...what m i doing??
am i crazy?
am i weird?
definitely i am weird n crazy.......
go sleep then study...
i don't want to on line again...
after exam....i just come back to my blog la...^^

jia you n gambateh...
God bless me...