fun~

suddenly want to go out..then just go out..
haha..
3 of us...
yu, hwi n me...3 scorpio...
lol...
too funny...

fun...
watch movie..play...having dinner...
it is fun~




dinner...haha...




hahhaha..^^

很可悲~很可笑~很该死~的自己~

很好笑吧~
很可悲吧~
叫我把所有关于你的东西都删除掉。。
你知道吗？在那一瞬间。。我的心很痛。。
我不懂为什么自己做不到。。。
很伤心。。。

很痛。。
答应会做到但是又做不到了。。
当自己不要想你时。。
你的信息来了。。
没有胡思乱想。。但就是很不舍得你。。
我的泪水又来了。。

我不懂以前的自己让你流泪多少次了。。
但现在的我。。
肯定像以前的你。。。
我的心。。
不知道怎么了。。。

你知道吗。。
世界末日要到了。。
我很开心。。
因为可以离开了。。

但又很伤心。。
我很矛盾吧。。
真的很恨自己。。。

很想放弃自己。。。
但因为种种的理由。。
我必须活下去！！

哭。。我很讨厌哭的人。。
但却控制不到自己的情绪。。
这样伤害对方又何必呢？？
不如就这样放手吧。。

但如何才能放得下？？
我说了这句话。。。多少次了？？
有哪一次是成功的？？

我是笨小孩吗？？我太天真了吗？？
失去了就是失去了。。
不要再妄想任何东西。。不要再好奇你对我的感觉。。
很蠢吧。。

这种蠢事竟然发生在我的身上。。
你真的那么有魅力吗？？
我不懂。。
只知道。。。
原来我很难去控制我的感觉。。。

爱一个人需要理由的吗？？
我的看法〉不用。。
因为对我来说一旦爱上了就是爱上了。。需要理由去解释吗？？
这是一种感觉。。出自于自己内心的感觉。。

讲到很像很厉害浆~
其实自己是个爱情蠢蛋。。
什么都不懂。。却以为自己很懂。。

每次写blog都那么伤心。。
真的很蠢下。。

第一次用那么多的‘蠢’字来骂自己。。
真的有够蠢。。。


haiz~

forget u...

ur birthday...
ur present...
my birthday...
my present.....

ur memories...
my memories....
ur life....
my life.....
u n me...

i want to keep all this thing inside my heart....
then slowly i will forget u...
now i talk like that..seem like very easy...
but actually very hard for me...

i have make the decision...
i will forget u..
i wont do those thing anymore...
give u that present..
cz i want to feel...
how hard is it??what is the feeling when i finished?
what is the feeling when u get it??

all those feeling....
i want to feel it...
ur expression...
ur feeling...
i want to know...

now only i knew...
i dunno better than i know the feeling...
it is hurt...
but this is the last time u can hurt me so deep..

i am so sorry because last time i am too bad for u..
i treat u badly...
i am a bad gf...
sorry because i hurt u badly...

but now...i can feel what u felt last time...
what can i say now...
is.....
sorry, i love u....

i will let u go....
u r just one of my passengers in my life...
i will forget u..

i do not want to hurt myself anymore....
those feeling really too hurt...

u made me cry...
ur birthday....
last words i said to u...
i love u n goodbye...

i cry...
because long time i din said this word...
my heart is pain...
dunno y...
just feel sad....

u have ur life..
i have my life too....
2 different people..have different life to go...
goodbye.....

i am too sad...
my tears.....
i just cant control it...

it is hard to forget u...
but i will try my best to do it...

xiao bai nian...bye bye la...

hope i can do it...

my exam is on monday 12/april/2010...
but now i still not yet start my revision..
what's wrong with me??
i dunno..may be i am planning for the day..

today is the day...10/4/2010...saturday...
go out with him...
become so silence..
how come a?
i also dunno what had happen...
i just know...
my heart broken...
feel sad...
u hurt me badly...

but what to do..
i bear....
i very patient...
because i keep telling myself..
this is the last time i do all those thing for u..

i hope u will like that things..
what i can say is...
i love u but goodbye..

i wont be 主动 anymore...
wont...
cz the feeling....not good..
too bad...

i will let u go...
i give up...
goodbye my beloved.....

what i want to do now...
i want my career....
this world is full of cruelty..
without any cert...u wont find a job.
so be smart...
work hard....
get more cert as u can...
gambateh n good luck for everything...

i must let u go..
i know it is difficult to do it..
but i will do my best....

gambateh!!!

assignment...presentation...

april fool....
fun??
not fun at all....
yesterday i just finished my presentation...
today...got exam...haiyo..
then....
today..know the marks...
aiya...
sad...cz 38/50...
most of the classmates get 40 ++...
but that is the marks that i deserved to get..
i din put more effort on it..
so i cant blame anyone...just can blame myself...
just hope to do well in my final exam...
gambateh...

yesterday...i do a stupid thing..
i washed my ''du chi''...
then bleeding...
haiz...
very pain la...
sad...T.T....>.<...

may God bless me..
i want to be healthy..^^